dwindling...
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
As the year dwindles to merely days before the new year begins, what has 2006 brought me?
First word that comes to the mind is despair.
Despair in how things are progressing, when people who promised change in themselves have not done so in coming to three years.
Despair when an offered hand is rejected and seen as the ultimate nemesis.
Despair when things turns rough, dying is seen as the salvation.
Despair which leads to depression, but having the need to overcome it.
What about the time in between the despair?
What has the laughter contributed, if the feeling of despair is always at bay; that it may be recalled up in a moments’ instance?
What is the soul’s salvation?
Where’s the break in the never-ending cycle?
Or can it merely be disappointment disguised as despair?
Or can these thoughts be a cry in the dark, presumably seeking a hand, a shoulder, an ear?
What’s portrayed on the outside isn’t a match to the turbulence on the inside.
Despair IS.. as despair is, I guess.
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posted by dee3 @ 15:58,
